As I said before, some new types of shadow emerged in me. That may be because my life environment changed dramatically. Wait, wait. This situation can be a very beneficial opportunity to practice my shadow work! Now, I’ll show you my shadow work (3-2-1 shadow practice) below.
3- Face it
I’m so irritated with me because I can’t say smoothly in English what I’m thinking. On the other hand, to me, my classmates look very smart because they can express their ideas fully. What do I contribute to my classmates and class? Nothing… Even if there is my contribution in my class, the size is like a tiny ant. I wish I could speak like a native speaker. I’m worried about what my classmates think of me.
2- Talk to it
Me: I’m so sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t give you anything in the class. And my poor English…
Classmate: Sorry what? You are trying to speak English hard even if that is little.
Me: Thank you, but I want to tell you more. And I want to speak more clearly.
Classmate: When did you come to America?
Me: On March 21st. Almost one month has passed.
Classmate: One month? Don’t worry. It’s natural that you can’t speak English very well.
Me: Thanks, but I think that is my mere excuse. What do I contribute to the class?
Classmate: That’s a difficult question, haha. Umm…Let me think about it… Eureka!! You can create a nice atmosphere in the class with us!!
Me: That's it?
Classmate: Yeah, of course, that's it!
Me: Hahaha, but thank you so much! I’m really happy to share same place and same time with you!!
1 Be it
I become my classmate. I am an invaluable man in the class. I have unique experiences and insights to contribute. To live in another country brings us a lot of precious opportunities to face our new shadow and practice shadow work. Our dark shadow can be our bright shadow. Shadow is beautiful!!!
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