I noticed one thing: Self-confidence is restored

Curiously, I felt my English listening skill improving today.  Of course, I can’t understand 100% and there are many unknown words in a conversation, but I become able to grasp the overall meaning of a conversation.  This is my breakthrough!!  I don’t know why this happens… No, I know the reason.  To tell you the truth, I asked my friend “Although I can understand somewhat a face-to-face conversation, why can’t I follow the group dialogue?”  My friend said to me “Maybe, you are disconnected to the space…”  Yes, I’m always not connected to the space and the group using my English as an excuse.  I noticed that language was not the problem, and my mind and attitude was the problem!!  I changed my negative thinking.  Now, my fear is disappearing gradually and my self-confidence is coming back to my life.