My inner feeling now

Previously, I always enjoyed new challenges in my life. So, when I did something new, my inner feeling ratio was “expectation: anxiety=100:0” at all times. Yes, I was very positive, I think.

However, this time, to study abroad in America, is a big challenge for me. To tell you the truth, my inner feeling ratio was “expectation: anxiety=30:70” one month ago, and now is 51:49.

Anxiety is still high, because I’ll definitely struggle with a communication in English.

I wish the ratio would be 100:0 soon.